Wednesday, February 23, 2011

recent inspiration

last week i was sitting in a gallery for about 20 minutes just listening and experiencing. sometimes i think it is the single healthiest thing i could do for my mind, just sitting and pondering. i thought about the artist, the art, the idea, my ideas, my art, me as an artist. i felt so inspired to do something great. i don't know how or why i have discovered this love of mine, but its priceless to me. i feel like i have been searching for passion my whole life. i found a piece of it. i just wrote in my little red book and thought. about my past, and my future. my worth and its definition. i don't think i have been defined by that specific show, but the more art i see, the more defined i become. i am building a person of strength, courage, and diligence. i've got my faults like everyone else, but i'm re-learning to focus on my abilities.

in my own artwork, i have been working smaller. little entities of humans. they don't look like people at all, but when they interact with each other, you can tell there is a conversation. for another unknown reason, i have been intrigued and inspired by conversation and representing it and creating it. i'm trying to understand how people are perceived and how simple body movements change feeling in someone else. body language is more universal than any other and i think thats fascinating.
i have to make plans for more people watching, because i think that is the essence of what i'm trying to represent. a moment in the time two beings have together without the whole story. thats what i want to capture. and i LOVE this. i love what i do. i love being real. and i'm passionate about having passions.

here are some artists who inspire me:
jean claude and christo - wrapped trees
peter haakon thompson - www.the-a-project.org
sylvia ramachandran - i can't seem to find her site. but i had a wonderful studio visit with her.
jennifer lee - just beautiful pottery.


go. create conversation.

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

for everyone

here's a beautiful video my friend whitney put on her blog. its a public service announcement. just, enjoy.

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

two kisses and a rose

i just wanted to say that it was maybe my best [and maybe this is really saying something] valentine's day ever yesterday. i didn't have class, i did some homemaking things like cleaning my room, putting the ipod on shuffle, doing some dishes and folding laundry while i listened to npr. i got kissed on both sides of my face and i got a surprise rose from a neighbor. thank you kev, matthew and rob for making it a great day.

Friday, February 11, 2011

feb. 11

this day in history:
i went into the MTC 2 years ago.
but more importantly, Cairo made its own history.

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

tired of a common feeling

you know how you have those days where you just sort of feel worthless? i think i've been having too many of those. i really miss my bf lauren and its hard to feel like i have any friends as good as her. she always made me feel funny and smart and worth her time. i truly don't mean to be making a cry for help or pity or anything. i'm just tired of not saying how i feel.
at times i feel like i'm not allowed to feel bad or sad or insecure. like i just shouldn't talk about it if thats how i really feel. its probably just me thinking/feeling that way, but its real. i feel like, if what i'm feeling isn't happy and exciting, its not worth sharing. not worth bringing someone else down. but then i don't end up getting anything out, and i'm just mopey all the time, which i HATE. i don't like it when other people are mopey, and i seriously don't like being the mopey one. i miss having that person around who always validated me and always made me feel worth while. crying doesn't really make anything better. so really its just getting out and creating friendships that didn't exist before. i guess i should just be grateful for a friend like lauren. so, heres to you, lauren. and to my two other besties who moved away.

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

women i want to be like

chris ramsey
anne gregorson
janell zulick

more on how the paper went tomorrow.

task avoiding

gotta write a 7-8 page paper on my own strengths and weaknesses when it comes to relationships. what else would i do right now?
ps- picture found my googling "whats crazy". i. love. internets.